"The person you love the most, can be a serious heartbreaker even though he didn't do anything wrong. The fault lies between the 3rd party."

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE:D Im chatting with Kumar on msn right now and eating Sausage Egg Mc Muffin! We were just talking about this guy whom I claim that Kumar likes. Well, there's no reason why she wouldn't like him, cause he's cute and hot :D I mean seriously. But he's more of Kumar's kind. :D ain't my kind of guy. Well, hope they'll get together.
Don't bother asking the guy's name cause, he's gonna be kumar's future boyfriend soon man! :D It's just, Kumar, Lim & I dirty lil' secret:D RIGHT KUMAR? :D

Im pretty bored right now and luckily marcus didn't come bother me anymore. (: I think he's afraid of me. He's been avoiding me ever since the day we last quarelled. and kinda pathetic, he's 19 this year, he's fucking despo for a girlfriend and the shit thing is that, I didn't know friends could quarell =.- I mean, I don't even quarell with Kumar or Lim. :] which is good lah. But still, he's damn idiotic lah.
Just read someone's blog and read her uber long ago post. She can't view my blog though:D Nuts, so do you feel im the centre of attraction now? I wasn't in the first place you #$%^
:[ I miss xiuwen and karei.
and chatting with kumar is the sex lah.
I changed my blog song. and this song speaks ALOT about me and dennis. and im really bored.

I seriously CAN'T, I really really can't stand how much she hangs around with you.
Baby, it's a TOTALLY different feeling from what you think. I can hang out with Fiq and you wouldn't mind cause I'd NEVER liked him. I just treat him as my bestfriend. But Nette is like your #1, Godsister. #2, someone whom you LIKED before which makes me feel damn shit when she's around you. And #3, you go to her with OUR relationship problems. Of all girls? Nette? Do you know how I really feel, I feel damn shit lah. I can't stand it, the person I love the most, can't even understand how I would feel despite me saying & explaining to him many times. I seriously hate it ALOT. The MOST hurtful thing she said during the chalet was.
"Nvm, tonight I can hug sam to sleep. No no noooo. I'll hug Dennis." & I was like NEXT to her?! WTF lah! She even dare to say that she wanna hug dennis to sleep. HUG SOMEONE ELSE'S BOYFRIEND?! WTF LAAAAH! Because of this matter, im crying again. I know you wanna be the centre of attraction. You've said it before in your blog post. I didn't forget AT ALL. I don't understand why is it the fact that you can go around hugging other people's boyfriend. Yeah, you love the attention, but Dennis is MY BOYFRIEND. Don't you get it :[ the only thing that's running through my mind now, is im too afraid to love Dennis already. As much as I do already, im really afraid. It's gonna hurt me alot more if I do. But I have to go on with him, I've made my promise. & no matter how hurtful it is, I'll do it for him.
Im seriously afraid love Dennis more right now. The more I love him, the more hurt I'll be as time goes by.

I camwhored again >.<

Thanks to my sister. She took this when im watching TV.


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This is what happens when my boyfriend wakes up late due to someone holding him back last night till 3.30am >:( URGH, I seriously find her damn hell annoying. Even during the chalet. She thinks she can just go around hugging other people's boyfriends. WTF. I don't wanna talk about it. I.. I just can't stand her.
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I cried like shit & I feel abit better right now. Chatting with baby on msn now.
& YES! mummy's going genting tmr till sunday! which means I can go out with Baby till late:D muahahaha. Yay!
- 9.35pm