Discouraged, still.

(I'm sure Cheryl will absolutely love this picture)

Let me introduce to you your 1 & only favourite HIGHLY GAY WOMAN!

Put your hands together for
Ms Cheryl Gay Ng! :D

Well well well.. Just look @ that! While people were eating, she was busy taking gay photos of herself in the mirror. Tsk tsk. But looks like she wasn't the outstanding one in the picture! :) Oh look @ the girl on the left hand corner. Ahhh, this is what I call art.

& Then Ms Gay went on showing her perserverance in being obsessed with herself by taking more gay pictures of herself. & especially with Vanessa's unglam movement of her legs hanging in the air! It made the picture look real neat!




Introducing your favourite woman :) LOL.
Even @ her most unglam moments, on camera, she still tries to play glamorous. & she thought, "Hey! I'll promote chicken rice at the same time too!" as shown in her mouth full of chicken rice.









The very unglam moments of dancers eating after long hours of training.
*Yum!*

Afterall, she's still funny & a good friend :) A really GAY one too!
Cheryl oh Cheryl.

*thinking for a moment*

Okay, why am I dedicating this post to Cheryl & making myself look like I'm obsessed with her? Hahaha, she's gonna come commenting on this post for sure! :D
& making GAY & decelerated (another word for retarded in physics terms) remarks!

So anyway! I just did finish my quiet time @ my pool side area.
I was reading Psalms 130, & after reading it, I prayed again, I asked God like what is it that He wanted me to learn from that verse.
Not long after reading it thrice, I felt a sense of security though I'm really discouraged by what my mother has said to me, still.

I guess it takes time & prayer for things to work out right. I don't really know when things will be okay, but I'll just leave it up to God to work His magic in this situation.

Certain things, I've realised is that people show favouritism at times. As Andy shared last time during cell, he shared about "Honne" in I think Jap? Which means "what's takes place inside a person where no one can see." I wonder what takes place inside my mother's heart when I'm with her. :\

Ahhhhh! I shouldn't think so much about it. I just wanna let God do His awesome work, and I pray that this will be a powerful testimony that I can share with people. :)

In my heart I pray...
I pray that You'd let Your will be done Lord.