NICE PICTURE AYE:DMy aunts & uncles,cousins & neice came. I'll skip the little details.
Some shit happened in my family. Shan't talk about it
I slept alot today & I was suppose to go out with my sister to watch movie.
But in the end,we didn't have the mood anymore. =\
Dennis came over my place. We played candles & suppose tp play sparkles but couldn't find any.
We took video together. :] alot of stuff lar.
Something happened after that, & I think it's a stupid thing to fight over.
But yet, I get pissed with what he said to me. I don't wanna talk about it.
But yet, I get pissed with what he said to me. I don't wanna talk about it.
In the end, he left & I was @ the playground alone.
Called kumar & lim and they were @ the place and with the same people at the same time when the last time dennis & I quarelled at the playground too. =O
Kumar went out with Rachel Ho for supper, Shanny was at home, using com.
I cried to them. Seeking for help from them both.
"it's time for you to learn. it's time to accept others opinions not just do as you like it."
What about you dennis? :'{
Did you accept my opinions?? Did you accept the way I reacted?
Seriously saying, you think you're always right. When you don't understand how I really feel.
It's been 1year & it'll be nonsensical if you say that you don't know me.
When you smsed me saying, "don't say I never give you chance."
Well, I didn't ask you to give me a chance, I know you did it out of love.
& you don't have to boast to me about you giving me a chance okay. You don't have patience anymore. & it's all the more you should know.
Then you smsed me again, "I give in too much. You should at least appreciate. Not ask me to go home like this. I came all the way here need effort K."
Since you said you give in too much, then don't ever give into me anymore. If you're saying I didn't give you any form of appreciation, go to hell.
I lie to my parents,just to go out with you & make you happy.
I had to lie to them saying that im either going out with Marissa or Shanny when im not, just to go out with you. Isn't that all the different form of appreciating!?
I asked you to go home, it's only because I felt that you were tired & you just need time to cool yourself down. Is it so hard to ask? Try to understand please. :'{
I can't always have to understand you everytime, I can't always think you're right & give in and accept your opinions. If I have my POV, it's my statement right?
You think you're right just now of what you said to me.
Did you remember you said this to me? "you sing better than the original singers."
It seems now that it's all a lie.
Im super confused with my feelings & im not asking for a break up as a form of threatening or any form of discomfort for us. I AM NOT.
Because I am serious about it. If you think you're wasting your effort on me, if you think you're giving in too much in this relationship, what's the point of continuing when you feel all these ways.
There's many more, I know & I know you are gonna say things like, "then prove it to me that you can change this. don't everytime run away from your problems like that can. you can at least make things better right."
There's many more, I know & I know you are gonna say things like, "then prove it to me that you can change this. don't everytime run away from your problems like that can. you can at least make things better right."
Then it'll make me feel bad. Well,have you ever thought of how I really feel?
I made the effort, to get you a valentines day gift. Shanny said it was sweet etc...
I feel that now, all the effort is wasted. It's been 1 year plus already okay.
& please don't accuse me when you once praised me for what I did and saying all these to me now when you can't even have this talent.
Ps,im hurt by what you said. Thanks,thanks alot Dennisyeo.
Once your decision is made for this relationship, it's final.
& there's not turning back.
Labels: annoyed, CNY, I met baby.
posted by rosanne @ 10:59 PM
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