I wished...

Went out with Shanny & Benedict today :) It's been long since Ben & I talked and met up!
Marissa & Delia overslept (awesome huh. lol) so they didn't meet us in the end.

I don't feel like blogging. I actually typed a big chunk here, but I chose to delete it away. I'm in no freaking mood for anything. Argh! I can't stand this thing I'm going throughhhhh.

Some people tell me that it's good that I'm being put through all these problems. Because that's where I can grow & learn from and eventually, be a testimony to others.

I feel thankful, but at the same time, I wished I wasn't going through all these. :(
I need my peace with God right now.

I was just flipping through my bible, and I read this portion that I high-lighted the other time.
It's from 1Peter 3:17 "It's better, if it's God's will to suffer for doing good than for doing evil."
God, I'm gonna believe that I'm being put through this because it is in Your will. I pray that this is part of Your will Lord.