Baby bought that cake for me I think 2months back? :D So sweet,yay! I love himmm. :]

Anywayyyy. Yesterday I stayed home,slept & I didn't eat anything much. I had a damn bad stomach flu & a horrible gastric. and I realised yesterday, that time flew damn fast once I woke up @ 8am? I don't know,but I found that it went past super fast. Something went wrong between Baby & I again. T.T tired of all these problems. But we didn't talk about it anymore. More or less pretended that nothing happened @ all. :] It's much much better now.

Today was alrighttt. We had this maths quiz. & It was an online quiz thingy. HAHAHA, I scored 3/10 :D I would have gotten 4/10 but I answered one question that it's in a fraction form that was suppose to be 1 over 4 as the answer, I gave 4 over 1. -.- Can't help it, cause the answer I wrote down as, it was shown on my calculator. Chemistry test was easy! :D We wasted alot of time in History class. Mr Ezal didn't even teach -.- we were damn slacked. Lifeskills was boring as hell. I shall skip the details. After school, went lunch with Megan, Cheryl & Priscilla @ dover.
Dance training was okay I guess. I was pretty tired so couldn't be bothered to do the movements full out. =\ Now the positioning & everything changed again. It's now Dorothea who has to carry me rather than Gladys carrying me. :D HAHAHA, it's damn fun!
Half way through rehearsals, I itched like #$%^%$#%$#^*@*(! My hand, toes,ankles was red & swollen. I was damn scared lar.
Anyway, after training, Gladys, Nicole, Wing Sze & I went to court yard and talkedddd.
Talked about some people about relationships & all. Ain't bitching.
Mummy came to fetch me home after that.

Baby's sick, =\ Sigh, that smarty pants, he used my thermometer as me lah! =.=
he took my thermometer after I took my temperature on Sat & put it straight into his mouthhhh. How smart aye? Smartest person in the world,trust me. Now I think he has my fever & flu.
Hope he gets better! :] 1 year & 1 month anniversary's cominggggg!
My macdonalds waiting for me now, love y'all.

Goodnight peopleeee, :] don't miss me,
Cause I would miss someone ever so dearly to me first.

Th bitches; we are.

It feels like Singapore since last night, have air conditioners all over. It was freezing today in class.

After school, I had dance training. Went for lunch with Doro, Shanny, Crystal & Caiyi.

Doro & I ran back to school at 3.20pm when training starts at 3.30pm. We saw our choreographer so we stalked her back to school but she turned around & saw us. Heh. Doro & I were quite cheeky @ that point of time. :D

We cleaned up the movements today. Ain't that bad actually. The competition is is in 5 weeks time!

15th March 2008, @ Cathay. :} time ain't sure yet.

10 more trainings to go in 5 weeks. Omfg, it's so fast! & the dance piece is freaking high energy for the modern dance side. I ain't sure about the hiphop side but I heard it wasn't as nice as some thought. :\ oh well.

Only 10 people at the maximum are allowed to dance at once! =O

Anyway, cabbed home just now. Had no mood for anything. I shall do my homework during free period tmr. Goodnight, im tired, im injured badly, i miss...

HAHAHA, DON'T GLADYS & I LOOK ALIKE D:

anyway, today was okay in school. Wasn't really in the mood for some stuff. :/

Chinese was damn funny! :D This chinese teacher couldn't understand english. She relieved my teacher. & everyone said fuck and she didn't care nor understand. We said alot of stuff & she didn't understand. HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

After school had dance. I felt like crying with kumar. :/ I missed baby freaking badly! & im still missing him. :[

Dance was alright. My contact lens went at the back of my eye socket! D: I have to "dig" it out in order to see clearly. YUCKS.

I bruised my ankle & damn! I didn't have much strength to carry wing sze lar. My shoulder's still injured. My bicepts hurts since monday.
I FEEL SO GOOD NOW:D I JUST BATHED FINISH & HAD MY DINNER.

DORO! TAO-GAY ROCKS OKAYYY. CHICKEN RICE TAO GAY ROCKS. NOT THOSE IN LAKSA D: hahaha.

I feel so clean now. (: I was talking to baby on the phone. Went out perfect. Although i was trying to hide my sadness & cheered myself up. Baby knew I was trying to cheer myself & him up. [: I love him so much! Next week's our anniversary. Baby owes me a neoprint & I owe him a movie:D Looking forward to either this Saturday or Sunday!

Me: Hey baby..

Baby: yeah?

Me: I love you. (:

Baby: (I bet he was smiling & I bet I melted his heart.) I love you too. (:

I told Baby I wanna have kids next time. & I asked him what gender is his preference. Lol, Baby don't know which he prefers. :D Then I said I wanna get married now. & he asked me who do I wanna marry. I told him "Of course I wanna marry you! I don't wanna love anyone else!"

damn, Im freaking in love with baby. GAHHHH, he's just awesome!

:D This was taken on 24th May 2007. Ichiban Sushi is love with Baby around!

Today was alright, but my eye itch like hell. D: gahhhhh.

I don't really feel like blogging right now, super tired from dance training. :/ Dance was tiring & hurtful too. D:

I got injured in many ways, argh. Too tired to explain.

To person #1:

That fucking bitch. I can't believe you even said that & told others. I trusted you so much, I didn't even spout a shit of nonense to anyone. I don't go round telling stuff about you right. You're such a bitch, one of a kind. I hate you so much. Asshole.

Baby;

I don't know if I should feel hurt or not. I know you didn't mean any intentions or have any meaning when you placed that item there. Honestly saying, you should try understanding my point of view first. Before saying anything about me. I feel so useless when it comes to all these problems. :[ Whatever I say, good or bad, you'll be upset. & one thing's for sure, you'l say, "so you don't trust me is it." You know who you are, the one I love.

It feels to me that she's something that means something to you other than a friend, a close friend. You said to me just now, "but you don't go purposely hang his stuff on your phone lah." what is that suppose to mean? I said it only, it's not like im gonna do it right. Im just asking you how would you feel if I do that right. & It's not like yours is accidently hang there right, & neither is it purposely.

I gave you more than enough stuff that can be hung on your phone. Even we have each other's name on it. It's not that I don't wanna give you any other kind. It's because you've once said to me, "it's more like for girls." okay fine & how am I suppose to know what guys hang on their phone. If having my name there is not worth anything much, I've got nothing to say.

Ps, I am not jealous, I am not petty, I just despise her so much. I can't stand anything about her. Placing that item there makes me feel like she means something to you when I KNOW YOU MEAN NOTHING & NO INTENTIONS. I feel so irritated. I don't know what to do or say. Leaving that item there, will make me feel really heartbroken. You taking it away, you won't be happy.

It's alright, if you really like it, you may leave it there K baby. I can't control you, I know.

She was something to you LAST TIME, I know & yes you love me. But she being an item to you last time & hanging something on your phone that she gave you despite the fact that I've already given you my name, the 4-leave clover & all, hers is the current one there :/ Sorry for this sucky attitude. I feel freaking shitty today. Im sorry Baby.

& I love you. :[

As I break down & write this freaking post, I ask myself. Does the problem lies between me or Baby? Or it isn't anyone's fault? :'[ I feel very useless. Baby, please understand me.

I don't wanna quarrel with you, so im gonna type it out here. :'[ I miss you so badly.

Im aching like $%^&!*($& right now. :[
My knee's really swollen, so's my shoulder, my feet & my elbo.
Anyway, gladys & I are struggling like hell with the movements & counts cause the dance beat is really really fastttt. :/
That's how I got injured.

My knee's that swollen from day1 to day2 of dance. Right knee.


Left knee.


LOOK AT MY RIGHT FOOT, SEE THAT SWOLLEN PART! Compare with the left foot. @.@


After dance, Vanessa, Sophia & I went to Dover for lunch.
Saw Gladys, Nicole, Cheryl & Priscilla so we just decided to pop in and have lunch together with them:D
My maggie goreng made nicole lose her appetite in eating her bee hoon:D muahaha, power to the goreng!

I took a bus back, I kept thinking of what do I need to get Baby for our 11months anniversary. :/ it's in 2days time & I still didn't get him anything. Come to think of it, it's fast that now it's already our 11months anniversary & it's coming up to a year!
My love for dennis has yet to fade. Instead it's getting more & more, and stronger too! I wanna stick with him for life, I PROMISE & I KNOW PROMISE IS A BIG WORD.

Im gonna watch my 9pm show now.
$%^&* Baby's work haven't finish! :[
ARGH, He told me he'll be done by 8pm. damn, I miss him lar.

Just ate super thick porridge & tao gay!:D

In the morning, I went to Baby's house to meet him. I watched him sleep. LOL. :D Then we went for breakfast at Dover. Xiuwen, Annetta, Cheryl, Sumay came to meet me when I only asked for xiuwen to come -.-
Anyway,
Ms Lim's dance was alright, but I still have problems doing the top body wave. :/ Oh well, Gladys & I are doing this swingy part. Super fun.
It's kinda fun actually:D I mean the whole dance.
Then we had to teach the counsillors the hiphop piece we did for teachers day. Omfg, it's damn tiring. & like they all're kinda noisy. Can't stand them.

Right knee.


Left knee.


Swollen & Briuised feet.

Trust me, it looks ALOT worse than in picture.

Tmr's there's still dance training. From 10 to 4pm again. Im super tired right now. Im missing baby right now. :[ He's still working & till 8pm.
This is what happened to me today.

I called my sister & I was scared because....
I asked, "Jie! What time are you coming home??"
She answered, " Why why?! what happened?!"
I said, "A black cat came in in the house!"
Okay, this part is funny! I was very scared cause the cat was damn scary okayyyy. It was SUPER fiece & it was ready to scratch the %^&* outta me. Guess what my sister said!:D HAHAHA. Prepare to laughhh. & she couldn't hear me properly, I was scared too. So of course I'll speak fast.
My sis said, "WHAT?! A BLANKET FLYING IN THE HOUSE?!"


& I miss My Baby Boy so badly & so much! :[
11 months anniversary's coming up in 3days time. YAY!
I love him like $%^&*! lar. :D Okay,that's random. But's it's randomly true!
Im bruised up & im tired right now, takecare y'all. love!