:D This was taken on 24th May 2007. Ichiban Sushi is love with Baby around!

Today was alright, but my eye itch like hell. D: gahhhhh.

I don't really feel like blogging right now, super tired from dance training. :/ Dance was tiring & hurtful too. D:

I got injured in many ways, argh. Too tired to explain.

To person #1:

That fucking bitch. I can't believe you even said that & told others. I trusted you so much, I didn't even spout a shit of nonense to anyone. I don't go round telling stuff about you right. You're such a bitch, one of a kind. I hate you so much. Asshole.

Baby;

I don't know if I should feel hurt or not. I know you didn't mean any intentions or have any meaning when you placed that item there. Honestly saying, you should try understanding my point of view first. Before saying anything about me. I feel so useless when it comes to all these problems. :[ Whatever I say, good or bad, you'll be upset. & one thing's for sure, you'l say, "so you don't trust me is it." You know who you are, the one I love.

It feels to me that she's something that means something to you other than a friend, a close friend. You said to me just now, "but you don't go purposely hang his stuff on your phone lah." what is that suppose to mean? I said it only, it's not like im gonna do it right. Im just asking you how would you feel if I do that right. & It's not like yours is accidently hang there right, & neither is it purposely.

I gave you more than enough stuff that can be hung on your phone. Even we have each other's name on it. It's not that I don't wanna give you any other kind. It's because you've once said to me, "it's more like for girls." okay fine & how am I suppose to know what guys hang on their phone. If having my name there is not worth anything much, I've got nothing to say.

Ps, I am not jealous, I am not petty, I just despise her so much. I can't stand anything about her. Placing that item there makes me feel like she means something to you when I KNOW YOU MEAN NOTHING & NO INTENTIONS. I feel so irritated. I don't know what to do or say. Leaving that item there, will make me feel really heartbroken. You taking it away, you won't be happy.

It's alright, if you really like it, you may leave it there K baby. I can't control you, I know.

She was something to you LAST TIME, I know & yes you love me. But she being an item to you last time & hanging something on your phone that she gave you despite the fact that I've already given you my name, the 4-leave clover & all, hers is the current one there :/ Sorry for this sucky attitude. I feel freaking shitty today. Im sorry Baby.

& I love you. :[

As I break down & write this freaking post, I ask myself. Does the problem lies between me or Baby? Or it isn't anyone's fault? :'[ I feel very useless. Baby, please understand me.

I don't wanna quarrel with you, so im gonna type it out here. :'[ I miss you so badly.