Woke up at 9am today. Realised that im gonna be late for dance. Cab to school, met wen & annetta outside school. Went to G.O & checked for my appeal results & I got my art! :D Yayness! But I have to go meet Ms Daphne Lim on the first day of school to get the conditions of getting into art. Oh well.
I went for dance, & I wasn't feeling well. I felt like fainting while dancing.
Sat at the side & rest. Baby smsed me, & he said he'll be working till 12 mid-night :[ aww man. I can't talk to him till then. Im really gonna miss him like mad.
Lim is at my house now. She ate KFC & I ate Mac. Lim was like talking to my dogs? O.O
She's wierd. :D yup. Wierdo. We're watching Stomp The Yard on the DVD player.
I can't wait till this Friday. Having chalet with Baby, Annette, Miki, Sam, Kai, Shaun, Suan, Ben & Rayner. I think that's all lah. & things isn't going too well for Sam & Miki. :/ Hope things turn out good for them.
I shall blog more tonight, I miss Baby. I don't think I can call him right now.
To wen:
cheer up my dear girl! It's alright lah, don't think too much about chocolate lah. (: I know he's sweet & nice, but still. You'll get diabetes :D
C'mon, someone WILL come to you soon! don't worry alright! I can tell you really like him. [: im here for you lah! LOVE ME NOT HIM :D muahaha.
Love you wen! :D--------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I miss Baby so much. He's working till 12mn & I can't talk to him. ): hope he's fine & ain't stressed out about work. I didn't talk to him today. I was just thinking of him & I. Like how dennis & I met and all. It's a really funny thing that 2 people from distant families & living far from each other but studying in the same school can fall in love so deeply when there's thousands of guys in Fairfield. Well, there's only one answer.
God brought dennis & I together. For what reason you may ask? Well, we need each other in life. No one was there for me that loves me so dearly last time except Shanny & Marissa. They loved me as a friend but ain't like BGR kind. I needed someone to come into my life just after my previous relationship that went downhill. Till one fine night, dennis called me around 11pm while I was already sleeping. I was thinking why he called & he said he was bored so he needed someone to talk to. So yeah, I talked to him. & I was still pretty heartbroken about the last relationship. I talked to dennis about it & told him what happened. I cried, & he comfort me. The moment he comfort me, I stopped crying & smiled. Many of you people don't know that I fell in love with dennis last year already BUT I kept my mouth shut to everyone. NO ONE knows. But somehow Ben knows about it, cause I remembered I kept asking him about dennis & I think he got suspicious. I felt so loved by dennis, but dennis liked someone else. That's when the complication started. He liked someone else, I liked my ex that time. But dennis & I had some special bond that brought us closer together. From that day onwards, we talk to each other everyday on the phone, through sms & even msn. [: I fell in love with dennis so deeply then. But I still refused to tell him as he still liked that girl. I was pretty upset about it. I tried & tried. Till one day, he confessed his love for me, he asked me to get together once, I rejected afew times cause it was his year of O Levels. But till I realised that I needed him in my life & BOOM, we got together. Im his first true love & my first true love too. I praised God for such a wonderful guy who entered my life. I didn't have any expectations of looks. I just want an innocent guy who's attitude is positive. He thought me how to love, how to understand him more. He's looks may not be as spectacular as you think. But really, I don't need a good looking one, to impress anyone. I DON'T. To me, he's perfect & it's what the heart does to mine. It was so unexpecting that he could make me smile just by comforting me for that one night. It's really an amazing story when you really know his & my expression. I praise & thank God for having dennis to enter my life & I really do love him. My one true love, my last romance. Dennis Yeo Wei Hua. <3
I know it's pretty random I typed out this journey of Baby & I. but still, this love is so incredible & it's such an awesome sensation to have someone like dennis to love & someone who loves me & would do anything for me. Some people just say through words like "I'll be there for you, cry on my shoulder if you need me..... etc" but dennis is probably one of the very few who means EVERY WORD he says to me. When I need him, he's literally there for me. When I cry, he's there, comforting me right beside me. & Im thankful for that. Sometimes when we quarell, it's good. Cause then it means we're also getting to know each other more & more. Sometimes his words are really harsh & sometimes he don't really mean what he said cause he knows it's hurting towards me & I'll cry. Looks aren't everything. Because it only shows that you just want someone good looking to show off to everyone rather than show people you have the heart to really go deep into the opposite genders heart to find the true meaning of love in that person's heart. Well, im not saying nerds are good hearted. You gotta look into the heart to see everything. Well, I did for dennis & he's just so awesome!
Baby, you're working right now. But let me tell you this. The way we started together, was all because we walked together with God. & he'll carry this relationship & never bringing it to an end. Im thankful to have you by my side. Although you're working & will be continuing to work, we can't talk much an all, but Baby, you are every thing to me, EVERYTHING. I need you in my life. We went through the heartbreaking & pain-staking days together. We even experience days that we weren't even together. & I felt that every breathe I look, tears roll down my face. I cried in school, in front of my friends. They comfort me, but still it didn't work. Because Baby, you are the ONLY & ONE & ONLY one who can make me smile ever so brightly. My friends can too. But I can only smile the brightest towards you. Our love is really strong. & so strong that's unbreakable. Because NOTHING'S GONNA TEAR US APART. Once again, Dennis baby, I LOVE YOU<3Labels: random-ness.