This blog has been running since September last year... Ahh it's like I'm leaving this blog behind.
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Happy Early Birthday Belle! :)
(I'm sure Cheryl will absolutely love this picture)
Well well well.. Just look @ that! While people were eating, she was busy taking gay photos of herself in the mirror. Tsk tsk. But looks like she wasn't the outstanding one in the picture! :) Oh look @ the girl on the left hand corner. Ahhh, this is what I call art.
& Then Ms Gay went on showing her perserverance in being obsessed with herself by taking more gay pictures of herself. & especially with Vanessa's unglam movement of her legs hanging in the air! It made the picture look real neat!
Introducing your favourite woman :) LOL.
The very unglam moments of dancers eating after long hours of training.
Afterall, she's still funny & a good friend :) A really GAY one too!
Cheryl oh Cheryl.
*thinking for a moment*
Okay, why am I dedicating this post to Cheryl & making myself look like I'm obsessed with her? Hahaha, she's gonna come commenting on this post for sure! :D
& making GAY & decelerated (another word for retarded in physics terms) remarks!
So anyway! I just did finish my quiet time @ my pool side area.
I was reading Psalms 130, & after reading it, I prayed again, I asked God like what is it that He wanted me to learn from that verse.
Not long after reading it thrice, I felt a sense of security though I'm really discouraged by what my mother has said to me, still.
I guess it takes time & prayer for things to work out right. I don't really know when things will be okay, but I'll just leave it up to God to work His magic in this situation.
Certain things, I've realised is that people show favouritism at times. As Andy shared last time during cell, he shared about "Honne" in I think Jap? Which means "what's takes place inside a person where no one can see." I wonder what takes place inside my mother's heart when I'm with her. :\
Ahhhhh! I shouldn't think so much about it. I just wanna let God do His awesome work, and I pray that this will be a powerful testimony that I can share with people. :)
My body hurts now.
& I'm guessing only Nicole knows how sore I am. Lol.
Whoooo! Thank God for today's training. It wasn't as tiring as yesterday. Movements was more or less fixed. :)
Started on the dance piece, just a 1st draft. & again, training dragged by a half hour.
Attitude phrase, Waitress phrase, Circle phrase, Hopscotch Phrase, Leg Rhythm phrase & the Dance piece draft1 phrase.
Next, taught Nicole the teacher's day dance 2007. Had to improvise & change some movements. & Nicole was all confused. Lol.
The next dance, went over to the other dance room where Vanessa & some others were teaching the student leaders the Soulja Boy dance. Funny story how they decided to use that dance for sec1 orientation -.-
Hung out with Nicole in the dance room from 4pm to 6.30pm. Had to wait for mommy for an hour till she reached. Ahhhhh, I'm so tired right now.
& you know what I realised?
It's much better to do your quiet time like when you're at a cooling place with fresh air & breezy wind than to be at home in your room.
I've tried it :) It feels so much relaxing, and to me I can understand much better that way than to be sealed in my room doing my quiet time. :)
& ANOTHER THING that's pretty upsetting...
& my mother said to me in the car yesterday that got me pondering over it till today... :\ I don't know what to do or say when she told me that.
She said: "Your Gou Gou (my aunt on my dad's side) has been telling me everything about Christian Christian things for many many years already that's why now she give up. Don't waste your time telling me about your believe. You believe what you want, I believe what I want, just don't change it."
When she said my aunt gave up on speaking to my mother about God & all, I really got a shock. & my aunts & uncle on my dad's side are all Christians.
My recent family dinner with my relatives on Saturday was with my dad's side & yeah I could see my aunt refrained herself from talking about Christianity when my mother was around. :\ Which to me, it's pretty discouraging.
& I thought to myself, so the past few times since I've came to church, when I spoke the Gospel to my mother, did it even mean anything to her? :(
So am I to stop speaking to her about God, or should I continue? Because I'm worried that if I continue doing so, that she'll get pissed off.
Andy Chia always tells me this, he said "remember, when you speak about God to someone who's a non-christian, remember that you have already planted that seed in their life, just need to let it grow & feed it with water."
But now, how am I to when she has closed her heart. It's really an all of a sudden thing. I imagined last night, that I would be seeing my friends all in Heaven, my dad & sister, but not my mother... It scared me pretty badly. :\
Please keep my mother & I in prayers. I really don't know what to do now, it feels like whatever I've said to her were just words that has no value. But every word I speak to her, it means alot to me, because I know it's God who wanted/wants me to speak forth His word & when I do, it's very satisfying in a way...
God, I need Your guidance.
(Sometimes I wonder, when will my mother ever realise how I feel rather than keep giving into my sister & making me feel so left out.)
Dance training today was a killer I tell you!

Yup, mirror partners (:
HAHAHAHA! I WAS DANCING THE SOULJA BOY DANCE BEHIND OKAY. LOL :D
Gladys ah Chong! :P

Rosanne, Carissa, Gladys, Cheryl (:
So.... Yesterday ER camp started. & it was really fun though everyone was pretty quiet, so I decided to make some noise which only Megan will understand this part because I said "hallelujah" in the low & man kind of voice which Megan finds it irritating. HAHAHA :D
I made lots of new friends (: Like Fiona, Jiaqi, Peggy, Justin, Andy, Chaokun, & some others which I remember their looks but not their names, :P
I got to know Faith & Xingya too (: But throughout the camp, I gotta say that I was pretty close to Isabelle & Fiona during the night time when Xingya & Carissa didn't stay over.
Brother Ri Xiang on day1, tought us about worship & that not all worships have to come with a song. There's alot more to it, but this post will get really wordy if I continue typing it all downnnn.
In the night time, we watched Passion of Christ. & although I watched it countless times, I feel really struck in my heart still, when I watched it. The same question always goes through my mind, "What did Jesus ever do to deserve that when me as a sinner, should be the one being in that position?" It really got me thinking...
Some of the campers went for supper, but I begged Isabelle not to go because I wanted to sleep. LOL :D My right eye was really red & sore when I came out of the shower & I don't know why. I slept at 12 plus mid-night. & I rarely sleep that late.
Belle & I took pictures too! :)
OH! And we all slept on air matresses which was both comfy but noisy the moment we wanna change position.


Isabelle, Carissa, Rosanne, Xingya!
Today was still as awesome :)
Sunil talked to us about breaking bondages & I really learnt alot from it. It really spoke to me, & all I was thinking at that point of time was, "God is really speaking to me O.O"
Lol,yeah but it gave me a really good chance to tell God to help me break up all the bondages I have with my sins, and step up to change & to be just like Jesus. :)
Alot more to this, but I'm very sleepy now... LOL.
Hanyang talked to us after that on the Holy Spirit & all, it was so awesome, really :) I now got a clearer view on it.
I'm gonna change my blogskin to the blogger version, because people are telling me that they can't view my blog with other internet versions like Firefox & all that. So meanwhile, there won't be any tagboard. Yup, so that's roughly about it.
Thank God for forgiving me of my sins, though I still don't understand why. I love you God!
Throughout this whole experience in ER camp, I've realised that I've become more understanding of other Christians that are living their lives with God? & that we all walk in different ways in our spiritual walk with God, but one thing's for sure, we all walk with the same God! :) Say amen to that!
Alright, I'll blog again soon. If you're wondering why I'm blogging on a very wierd basis, it's because my 2 laptop's crashed and this is my sister's laptop that she's lending me for now.
Sabbath Day again tmr :)
I really love being around Christians to tell you the truth :)
Till I blog again, love!
Dance Camp 2007, Bravo team :)SO SOME GIRL, UPLOADED THE NEXT 2 PICTURES INTO HER BLOG, THAT'S SOOOO TINY -.- LOL.
OH! & 2008 DANCE CAMP T-SHIRT IS OUT & IT SAYS, "PROUD TO BE A DANCER". :)
I had a really big lump on my left foot that curve part? Where you can see if you're flat footed or not. The blades @ ECP was really horrible. My right feet has an abration from the socks & blades -.-
Went back to school, bathed, had lunch, & prepared for farewell!
Went to Heritage View, and had BBQ-ed food. I'm too tired to go into details. But the people I was with most of the time was Sumay, Carissa, Charis & Sheree. Gladys was BBQing so didn't spend much time with her though :\
I was being really crazy. I did a remake of HSM1, Fabulous song+dance. It was so funny, Sumay & Carissa couldn't stop laughing!
So, these were the people I hung out with most of my time in camp & during the BBQ :)

These were the people I hung out with most of the time during camp & during the BBQ! :)