Satan, don't you have enough of me already!?! ENOUGH IS ENOUGH, I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE :(
First, you screwed my life up big time! Then my friend's life has been taken away! Then my relationship with God has been disrupted! Then you come & try to make my problems worser! You make me sick satan. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!!!!

LORD,WHERE'RE YOU :'(
God I know, whom shall I fear when I am Yours. You care for me when I am feeling of my worse state. You are always there for me when I am being critisized & insulted for. You are always there when I needed help. You're just a prayer away my Lord.

I need You with me Lord. I'm feeling really lost. I need to feel Your presence. I am nothing without You my God. Satan has enough fun with me, destroying my life. Lord, he has enough fun! I wanna return back to You. It sucks to be played with by the devil.

I wanna return back to Your word. Lord, show me that I am really not what others say of me, I am only what You say. Lord, show me that because it's getting harder & harder for me to believe that now.

Am I really that irritating. Is everyone putting on 2 faces to me? Or are people just saying I am not irritating because they don't wanna hurt me? I can't take this anymore. School, class is bad enough. Now my brother-in-christ is doing this to me. Someone who has been speaking to me about God, is now shooting right back at me. If I suck so badly, I don't wanna be in anyone's life anymore.
I wished I never existed :'(