I'm super lost :'(
I'm super mixed up with my emotions.

Where's God in my life now? Now, it feels like I was never a Christ believer.
The fire in my heart, the passion I had for God, burned down. I find it super hard to seek Him again. As if, I never did believe in Him.

I can't stand this feeling seriously. Losing a friend who I was never close to, is still the worse feeling ever because you wished you have talked to her more often when she's around. We said Hi once in awhile when we see each other, but..... I know, I'm not the only one feeling this way. There are others who feels even worse compared to me.

"Return back to God's word Rosanne."