Sunday, September 21, 2008

HELLO :D
Finally I have a chance to blog! I've been busy recently with alot of stuff. Art researches & my revision for other subs.

Yesterday, I had oral. Chinese oral went really badly for me. Words that I half remembered, I practically went to anyhow gave a pronunciation to it -.- English oral went well :D
Headed down to buddies with Mabel & Isabelle. Had lunch, & did a little of math.

Service went super well! Sister Wanping was preaching on our self-esteem/self-value. Like what the world's perspective on self-esteem.

Talkin' bout image/appearance. Okay here's my testimony. A rough one yeah.

All my life, I've always knew that there were people who dislikes how I look & disregard me as a friend because of my ourward appearance. Thank God, I have friends like Shanny, Marissa, Delia, Karei, Xiuwen, Megan & acts1, who accepts me for who I am, despite how I look.

I always get comments on me like Eee,Rosanne's like super disgusting lah. Etc. It goes on non-stop! I never had the answer. Since primary school, my life has been full of insults from people & sometimes, family. Your closest ones can hurt you too y'know.
Sometimes, I think that I am worth $0 to anyone because I don't have the looks/completion & all sorts of other attractions to get love from people.

God spoke to me yesterday & what Sister Wanping said impacted me alot.
"We are created in God's image, that's why I have value."
Hey megs, if you're reading this, I wanna tell you something.
No matter what others say about you, don't be discourage. Because, that will only be the beginning that you will just lower your self-esteem & think others are better which is not good at all. Let others say all they want. Because, you have God & I that accepts you for who you are & how you look. People might think how you look is.... actually I don't know. But please don't be upset with what others say because it's just words! & words won't kill a person's heart, & if it does, you're killing your own heart because you're letting the words affect you. :) Don't be too upset with you-know-who. Just ignore them. We are all created in God's image! We don't need to get people to make us feel loved by them. All the love we ever need even when there's no one who loves you, all the love we ever in is the love from God! The feeling of His love is really powerful. :)
Just be happy for what you are, what you have alright? If there's anything, I'm here for you!

I also realise yesterday, that
my value doesn't come from what people see in me or say about me, or what I see in myself. But it is what God sees in me.

We are all special in God's eyes. Really. :) others may not see us as special, but God sees us & that we are are good enough! It is by the Grace of God that I am what I am. - 1cor 15:10

Anyone can take away your confidence in yourself & lower your self-esteem, but
no one can take away my relationship with God & the love from Him.

God spoke to me yesterday during praise & worship. That I am not what others say, I am what only He says I am. & I am His child, I have a value that no money can buy, to Him. Praise the Lord!

OH ANYWAY, cell pictures! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17th BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY!
Soon, you'll be in NS. HAHAHA :D


That's Shaun in the red & white :D

Shaun & Doreen :D

Some of the lovelies from Acts1!




I am such a motivational speaker. HAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

Isabelle :)


I took photos with Gladys toooo. Till she uploads, I'll go grab :)
& you know something?
After service yesterday, I was still pretty upset that I have to go to school & face all the insults from people. After service, when I was on my way home with Alastair, God spoke to me once again through Alastair! :D There was words of encouragement which was really good. Thank God for Alastair who was there for me to talk to yesterday. :)

Okay, I'm gonna go study later! I'll blog probably next Saturday or Sunday yeah?
Till then, loveeeeeee!

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