I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength.
Heal my heart & make it clean, open up my eyes to the things unseen. Show me how to love like You, have loved me O God. Because God, I know You are all I need. I know I can always fall back onto You; for I know You can create miracles & light up my path, to lead me onto where I should be, & it's to be with You, God.
Your love never fails, Your grace overwhelms my brokenness.
God, You can see how much I'm hurting each day trying to get over my past. Won't You hear me out O God? You can see I'm struggling just to get back on track with You; so much so that I don't feel like going to church coming Saturday. :( Daddy, I need You desperately, won't You hear me out? )':

Half-day school today! Well, it was really slacked today. The actual Founder's Day is today.
Anyway, after school, I went out with Kit Sing, Annetta, Carissa, Sheree, Rachel along with some of their friends. We caught the movie, Prom Night & trust me, it's a freaking stupid movie. All about murdering. Kill here, kill there, in the end, the murderer himself dies. Don't watch seriously. I was so bored in the cinema, I fell asleep. Haha! Half the time, I was scaring Annetta. :P

Walked around Vivo. I was getting sick of that place, decided to go to Plaza Sing with Annetta.
Okay, lets see what junk I've ate today.
Roller Coaster, Polar Snack, Nachos, Cheesy hotdog, Hotdog bun, had Yoshinoya, Caramel waffer, Crunchie bar, Kitkat (I'm not suppose to be eating chocolate btw.), Gobstopper, Lays, Skittles, Tako balls & Lollipop. :D Only after the performance, I feel freeee that I can eat all these junk. Fooood, I miss you. :(
Annetta & I walked around Plaza Sing. I was looking for clothes. I feel I don't have enough. :(
Went home after so.

I don't know if deep down, am I holding on & being a stupid person not to let go. I really don't know. It feels like I've did, but yet, it feels like I'm still holding on. I'm tired, tired of all these. Hinders me from my focus. I have to let go entirely & not let it affect me again.
Daddy, I need You so badly. I need Your guidance. I don't wanna be let to the wrong route. & I pray that tmr will be a better day.