I hearts them 3 very very much. :)

Till probably 'bout friday I won't be able to blog. Rehearsals have been ending late thus far. & it's totally selfish to know that we aren't given the ending time. It's like the school's have the authority to hold us back till whatever timing without our parents consent. This is how selfish & inconsiderate Fairfield can be. What about school work? What about tests? If rehearsals & thanks-giving performance comes first, NO, 2nd (because my God is first), then why bother being in class still. -.- I mean, we'll be sleepy in class, we wouldn't pay attention much cause half the time our brain is asleep cause of rehearsal that has ended late, might as well just have rehearsals from morning to night. -.-
I hate the fact that we're actually being "controlled" & have the cannot-be-taken-away-by-any-other-teachers-or-anything-else status.

My mother was super pissed off with the school that they can hold us back till whatever timing till the performance is to a standard that they're happy with. Soon, my mother's gonna take me out of dance cause she has already planned to do something 'bout it. I mean, how can the school just hold OTHER PEOPLE'S sons & daughter's back WITHOUT seeking any permission from the parents? Yeah, teachers said we'll end at 6pm today. Well, in the end what time? Hmm.... 7.30PM. I still have homework to do, I have no time for dinner, not enough time to sleep for tmr's long day. Oh well, mom's not happy with the rehearsals already as much as I tell her that it is an "important" event. But really, studies SHOULD still take priority because exams are coming in 3months time. Shall stop ranting here. I really can't stand it anymore.

29th JULY (duh yesterday lah):
(shoots,I can't remember what happened.)
OH OH! Yesterday was such a sleepy & dragggyyyyyy day. :( I couldn't concentrate in class at all. Half the time, I was starring at the teacher blurly with nothing going into my head or entering my ears at all. I didn't even have enough rest the night before. Woke up, eye backs, eye lids heavy. I didn't wanna attend school at first, but because right, rehearsals comes first what, EVERYONE MUST be present some more, so yah lah. FORCED myself to get out of bed & dragged myself to school.
Had chinese mock test yesterday & I was totally unprepared. But thank God, lao shi helped us through it rather than it being a test whereby we had to do it on our own.
Went for dance training after school. 2.45pm till 6.30pm. Training training training.
Super tiring. Mom sent me home & for one thing, she didn't know that I went for dance training at all. Yesterday's training wasn't even stated in the schedule, dates & days for training lah. See what I mean. I had to cancel whatever stuff I had with my friends, like studying, just for rehearsals! & my studies is weak enough.
Had the worse fish & chips ever, for dinner.

30th July (Yes today):
Well well, 30th again. :\ Oh well. I guess it's still a special & a date that's very significant in my heart.
I couldn't wake up today man. Really couldn't. & again, I had to force myself to wake up. I was almost late for school today. Thank God, I wasn't.
Singapore's tooooo warm. :( Rated 13th most warmest country in the world. Seems to be going up the chart each year, which is not a good thing.

Today was the reallllll chinese test. I know I wouldn't do well. I didn't study for it last night. Was rushing maths & art homework.
Training today started at 2.45pm again. & it totally sucks! Today's training ended at 7.30pm. I had no freaking choice, I took a cab back. If I took a bus home, I'll reach at 9.30pm. Bye bye 15 bucks.
Training was tiring to the maxxxx! We kept going through the finale non-stop. Ms Lim wasn't happy, she look away the whole finale dance. -.- So much for training for it yesterday.
Okay, I think that's all. I'm really tired now, I haven't bathe, haven't eaten, haven't done my homework & obviously, I haven't slept yet. I need my rest.

I really need strength God, to carry on for the next 48 hours till the performance is over.