25th July! :D
First thing's first. Sorry for not blogging the past 2 days. Really tired after coming home from dance training. & apparently, too tired until I forgot to bath & went to sleep last night -.-
SO, fridayyyy. I really can't remember what happened that day. But after school, I stayed back to complete as much of art as I could before dance training started at 4pm. & again, we ended late. Ms Lim was reallyyyy picky on every movement that's wrong/unclear. :( I had made so many mistakes!

Yeah, dad came to send me home. & I cried in the car upon what he said to me.
I don't wish to enter that topic again or elaborate more on it. It's really horribly sad k.
I came home crying, & I totally needed someone to talk to.

But without a phone with your contacts all saved in it, it's practically pointless cause I can't remember anyone's # (talking 'bout my friends only) other than Shanny, Marissa, Andy & Dennis. Isn't that the reason why handphone's designed to save your handphone contacts? :D!

26th July :D!
Well well well... I almost woke up late to go for dance training. I woke up at 9.10am & dance training starts at 10am! & Y'all should know how fricking far I live from school. Travelling's already like 15 to 20 minutes by car.

I wasn't giving my full 100% concentration & effort in dance training cause of what my dad said which affected me alottttt. I totally wanted to cry when I told Gladys about it. She's such a sweetie! Worked on the integration scene & the funfair scene. Horribly tired after that. Ms Lim let us off early. Didn't need to stay till 3pm. Went for lunch with Carissa @ Long John. Went on a sweet spree & off to church we went!

Thanks Andy for the listening ear! Things are really complicated & yeah it's quite unfair to me sometimes but well, life isn't suppose to be smooth sailing right. :)

Sermon was touching on the 6th commandment. "You shall not murder." Exodus 20:13
Did you know that having an abortion is murdering a human? & it's even legal? (duh.)
Murdering's legal... Hmm... Contradicting huh? & y'know every doctor vows to save every life, but yet, aborting a baby is still legal & a "doctor" who vows to save a life actually destroys them? what nonsense. Probably you must be thinking this, "but is the woman who's pregnant who wanna abort it what, it's the doctor's job to do so." I'm sorry, but if you're thinking that way, you are one distorted brained momma.
It's super disgusting to see how babies are being aborted. The unborn child would be broke limb to limb in the womb, sucked out by this vacuum thing & all the bones and tissues will all be sucked out till there's nothing left in the mother's womb. & think about it. An adult murdering someone else other than an unborn child; how would he/she do it? Take a knife, chop & kill lah. But if you're gonna eat the body parts, you're one cannibalise. Total grossness.
But anyway, having an abortion is much more worse than murdering a human alive! "both murdering whattt... same thing -.-" duh.. I'm talking about how the way the human's being killed! It's super painful to watch how the baby struggles in the womb during the abortion before it was given a chance to draw it's first breathe. The baby never had a choice, the choice was made by the mother. If you wanna avoid an unwanted baby, then don't go playing around lah -.- so easyyyy. Pastor Daniel was preaching on that, the abortion thing.

Brother Ri Xiang took over & talked about murdering someone's emotion. Actually, when you hurt someone, not physically but emotionally, you're actually murdering the person emotionally. Y'know that? Pretty interesting. But yes, we're all sinners but doesn't mean we have to keep hurting people like no one's business. Yes, there's forgiveness from God, but we have to be at our best & do our best not to murder someone emotionally too...
Like being angry. Being angry actually gives a foot hole to the devil to make you become outraged/over-raged about the situation which is of course, not good.
Eph 4:26 says, "Do not sin in your anger. Don't let the sun go down when you are still angry."
There's 2 different types of angers you can find.
1. Destructive anger.
2. Constructive anger.
What's the difference? Well.....
-Destructive anger is the violent outburst where you lash out blindly & hurtful things at someone else while constructive anger is a cooler, more focused & calm reaction where you decide to go & do something about the problem rather than handling it in a rash way.
For one thing everyone ought to know, Anger never make things right.
"Speak when you are angry & you will make the best speech you will ever regret." think about that.
That's when we have to be against deadly actions & emotions.

Carissa left soon after service. Went for dinner at Hilliney.

TODAY!


Title: Solution.
I was super tired this morning. Kept waking up & going back to sleep non-stop. I'm really tired now too. Esther cabbed over to my place & we cabbed down to church. Had bible study. :) I shall blog about the bible study topic more next week. Today was super geography-ish! Thank God I took history though it's probably the most hideous subject ever. Maths too. -.- After bible study, went for lunch with Esther, Mabel, Andy & Timothy. Pics!
Took a bus down to Lisa's house. Suppose to have a "SURPRISE" thing for Sarah -.- We reached Lisa's house & hey, it's really tiring to walk up the stupid hill to her house lah. Why plant the house so high up like a kuku malu! :( By the time we reached about say... 4.30pm? Sarah was already there! What a surprise lah. I was using Lisa's leg massager thing & eew... She didn't bathe the whole day! Smelly woman. :P The whole time, I was watching Andy photoshopping some acts1 thing. Cabbed home at 6 plus. Couldn't stay for dinner, I'm super tired, couldn't tahan.

OH MOMMA :( dance training tmr againnnn. 5 more days to the performance! I just hope I don't die of exhaustion before the performance. Okay, I'm gonna bathe now. Super tired. Bet Sarah & all are eating like some pigs now. Toodles!