I'm sorry I posted this picture. I'm just like a fountain now. Tears running, water's flowing.
This love we once had, I don't understand. Why is it hindering from my focus that was once tuned onto God? I thought I've said goodbye? I thought I've already moved on? Probably it's just for that moment, that feeling at that point of time. Love is a strange & funny thing. We get this fuzzy feeling when you see your loved ones. I get butterflies in my tummy when I see Dennis, my heart beats real fast, & I get happy real easily. :') Those were the days...
But why is it that I can't find any way that I can let you go. :( It seems you're stuck in my heart, & mind. Only on a particular season, you wouldn't be there, but yet, the thought of you just bounces back & forth. There's no use looking back & wondering, yes. I know, but I really don't know how & I can't find ways to let you go from my heart & mind.
Is he still the special one to you? Yeah of course! He's a special one, I was so attached to him that it hurts to a great extent that it hinders you from focusing on God.
Since monday, I've been thinking of you DY. :\ Alot...

Yeah so anyway. Had attire check this morning & boy was it strict. But my attire was fine. Many people were caught for a hair cut.
Had physics test today & I think I can just score a just pass. I didn't study much for the test. Why? Cause like i've said, all my past like what I've just mentioned, is really hindering me from focusing to practically, everything.
Last period, chemistry. I had another test! It was so unexpected or it's either I didn't know 'bout it, but actually, the test wasn't that hard. It's still do-able even though we had last minute revision. So now, at least a pass for both tests is expected.
After school, went for lunch with the CFers. Returned back to school for dance training. & honestly, today wasn't very tiring, but the energy level was pretty low... No music, just the drama combined with dancers. Sort of pieced the scenes together. Training tmr again, :(
I'm so tired now, I'm still crying like some retarded girl from the north pole.
Nights, :\
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARISSA :)! love you!