Things happen for a reason.

LOL.
I just woke up actually. I had fever last night before I went to bed. Constant sneezing, irritated eyes, itchy throat & bad headache. Prayed, & I'm totally fine now! :D
Apparently, my "can sleep more" from last night's blog post saying, wasn't much of a sleep more! I couldn't sleep properly. Thus waking up this early in the morning due to a horrible flu.
I woke up having this thought in my mind. I really don't know how it came about, but it just happened to be something that I was thinking of.

Have you ever felt that having a boyfriend or being attached is the best thing that will happen to you?
Have you ever wondered why everything ends even before you cherished what you had?
Have you ever blamed it on God, that everything in the relationship ends?
Have you ever thought that if you were still together with whoever, you would be happy/upset?

Trust me, I have thought of all those except! the 3rd question which I never did once blamed God. I don't think it's ever right to blame God for anything.
You know, it's a funny thing when people would be all upset (like me) over a relationship that went downhill without even thinking that there's always a good reason behind it.

In my case, God knew I wasn't happy almost everyday. Quarreled everyday, cry myself to sleep every night, lost of appetite.. etc. All these, I know it's not the state that God wanna see me in.

Yeah, I'm sure there are some readers who're thinking, "Rosanne forever God here God there." Well, let me tell you something. My God is real, my God is an awesome God, whether you believe it or not, it's up to you. Till you experienced what happened to me for the very first time I went to church, you'll be very amazed by the feeling.
Anyway, like I said, we humans always have this tendency to always look on the bad side & try with our human ways to turn things back around so it'll be alright but in the end, it turns out the opposite which it gets worse than it already was.

Breaking up in a relationship is probably 1 of the most hurtful things that ever happened to me. Right before I came to church, I always kept negative thoughts in my mind. Like, "I feel like dying, I hate my life now. I don't wanna live this life without you(dy)"
Yup, I was that childish back then. You see, I didn't even wanna give myself a chance to even think that life can get much more better! I just wanted to end my life there, full stop.
But it was by God's grace & power that saved me from burning in hell if I died back then. (scary to think of it now.)
Breaking up can be a very sad thing to someone you love. But you gotta remember that there's always a good thing behind it. For me, I guess God don't wanna see me so upset everyday & me gonna give up on life that easily. He doesn't wanna see me all lonely & be a complain queen to my friends about Dennis. Trust me, I complained ALOT to my friends about Dennis way back. I bet I drove them crazy about it. :P

Think about the grace of God. All the little close calls that you could have died or killed yourself by accident or having this "wanting-to-kill-yourself" attitude. You could have been a goner, I could have 1 friend less to talk to.
I used to think that my life will end up like crap without a boyf, especially 1 like dy.
MAN, I WAS SO WRONG.
As a matter a fact, my life turned out awesome ever since I knew God! I mean, He's just a prayer away & only God can turn things around :)
If lets say I was still with dy, I wouldn't think I would even be with God right now. All in all, I'm just trying to imply that, in every bad situation, there's always a good thing behind it. Which is, after a break up, God will send or give you something that you can be really happy with or for! Mine is being with God which is so awesome! :D
In life, we always have to look on the bright side & look forward to what God has brought to you. Thank Him for the good that has happened & also for the bad :) Trust me, my God never fails. & I'm sure, if you the reader isn't a Christian, open your hearts & listen to what the world tells you about this awesome God, soon, you'll know how great it feels to live within the Saviour's love yeah? :D

I actually thank God for the break up. If not, I wouldn't even be loving this Saviour who saved me from the devil. The devil is there to pull us down, satan's at your feet, not your head. Don't let anything especially your emotions & thoughts to control and take over you. Don't ever let it happen.

You deserve nothing but the best God :)!