So like today, mummy didn't answer my call so I had to take cab to school. Met Wen to pass her her birthday present.

:D WEN! HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY! ILY!


Talked to Sumay & Miki during PE. Didn't play anything. I didn't really had the mood for anything then.

Had english & maths test today! I am soooo gonna fail my maths retest! :( Daddy's gonna scold me upside down. Cause recently, I failed my maths test. Got 14/30. & for chinese, I had 30/50 & my father's still not happy even though it's like really my first time passing chinese. :\


After school, wanted to go do my art stuff. But in the end, I was too lazy. Had lunch with Eveline & Megs plus others. After so, hanged out with Meg while waiting for Dennis to get back home. So much for waiting, in the end, didn't meet him. :( F*** lar, I miss him just like a child misses their blanket!
& by the way, his name is DENNIS, NOT DENISE. -.-


I just found out that that there are peopleeeee, who reads my blog & I didn't expect that they'll read it. I mean, I don't even know them personally. Okay like, first of all, love is love. I don't put my feelings or how much I miss Dennis that feeling into anything I do. I don't get pissed off with my friends cause im pissed with Dennis, No I don't do that. I may dance my heart out, Yes. cause I have a passion for dancing. :)

But in another way, whatever I do, is to also show God too. Not only to the dancers.
Yeah, I may look like I don't give much of a damn about Dennis with im walking in school or whatever. The truth is, I do. I still think of him. I still miss him very very much everyday. I may seem happy & as if I don't care about him or whatever. I still do. :D & I'll always be caring for him. I don't want this feeling of me missing him & me being sad lower down my self-esteem in doing anything. I don't want my sadness or what make others feeling uncomfortable around me. It's been 11days already. I still love him bloody damn muchie!

:) Yup, not against anyone. But just saying cause people asked me many times why I don't react to this kind of thing.


Dennis, I love you. :)