Somehow, I just can't forget about you Dennis. :( All the fun we once had, I miss that SO badly.

But I guess, you're fine without me now. The sunset is awesome & the most beautiful one I've ever seen.

I've been thinking about you the whole day.. Were you thinking of me too?

Ever since the day you left me so lonely & cold, cause the moment I let you go, I just broke down.

I've never thought I could love a man so much. My life's so different now without you. I miss calling someone after school & asking him if he had his lunch or not or what is he doing.. etc, :(

After all we've been through, I feel that I deserve this. But all I know is, I wanna continue loving you, in my heart.

The ring you gave me for valentines day, I keep it close to me every second. It means so much to me.

30th January 2007, was such a special day for us. You don't know how much I miss your hug; nice, warm & not-too-tight, not-too-lose kind. I don't wanna say much, thinking of it, makes me miss you so badly.

I love you Dennis. I still love you so much, I need you really badly. :'(

Cabbed to school this morning. Despite the fact that I slept @ about 9am last night, I was still damn sleepy today.

I woke up @ 2am, cause I had a dream about Dennis & I. I bursed into tears, hugging the big bear he bought for me, I wished so badly that he'll know how I was feeling & that he'll call me. I didn't have the mood for anything, I couldn't sleep till 4.30am. I cried myself to sleep.

I finally started painting for my art project. :) English was kinda interesting. We watched The Noose, :D

Meg showed some "magic" to me, Hahaah.

The rest of the day was shit.
Went lunch with Gladys, Chevron & Yeewei. They wanted to hear about my love life from scratch. Yup, Chevron's face was so funnyyyy! :D She started screaming. Hahah.

No dance training today, dancers played games. I only took part in whacko! Stayed in the dance room with Amanda. Did maths homework, & revised for tests on friday.

Mummy fetched me home. She asked on what kind of guy I wanted as a boyfriend, what kind of guy is Dennis, what kind of husband I want future, is Dennis the one I want as a husband.

I told her that Dennis was all I ever wanted, needed & wished for one my 10th birthday!

But what she don't know, is that we already broke up. She was happy, I didn't wanna shock her.

Every picture we took before, neoprints, memories; Looking & thinking of them, makes me tear like mad. Now I would never know how my life would be just holding you close to me.

Will I ever see you smiling back @ me? I'll never know. I love you so much, I miss you Dennis. :'(