I wave goodbye to yesterdays. But how can I be smiling like before? Maybe you don't love me anymore.. :(
Baby please tell me you'll change your mind & that im only dreaming. If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go.
Now im a cry baby. I framed up a picture of us, the one we took on my birthday, I put place it on my bedside table.

I took @ it before I go to bed, I pray. I cry every night. I miss you so badly, :'( Please come back, I need you.

Because every breathe I take is so difficult, everytime I think of you, feels that my heart skipped a beat.

Dennis, please tell me this is not goodbye. :'( I want you so badly! Even as a type this damn post, my keyboard's getting wet. We've been through so much together! Don't you know that I can smile everyday because of you?

Yes, I broken promises before. So many times, so many of them. But I picked myself up already, then you gave up.

Will I be strong enough to carry on? :( Dennis, please come back to my life. I love you very very much. I miss you. :'(

I'll be waiting, till the day I get a massive heartache when I see you with someone else, I'll say my final goodbye then. But till then, I'll be waiting, I'll be loving you, always.

Dennis, I Love You. :'(

Even as the fact that last night, I slept at 8.50pm, I still feel pretty tired today.
First lesson of the day & already had History test. I thought many SEQ would be asked, well it's only 1 question & it's worth 12 marks.

"Why did the Germans hate the Treaty of Versailles?" ---> that people, is worth 12marks.

I 527329201753753927465728891299% say that I'll fail.

I ran my 2.4km for PE. Was damn tiring okay! Didn't run for 8months. I have no damn stamina anymore. & I failed by 15secs. ARGH, 18.25minutes. T.T

In english class, there was a centipede/millipede. Damn gross! Ms Hia asked Megan to put the chair on it. I felt like a murderer although it wasn't be who did it. Lynn moved the chair away & the centi/millipede started crawling. Thinking of it, BRRRRR YUCKS. Nikki killed it with the table leg. -.-

Mr Owyong came in during maths class. He checked if we had the relevant materials & textbooks.

I was super sleepy during physics! Was trying damn hard to stay awake.

I guess today's FC was the most enjoyable one? :D 3 visitors from Nepal was called to show a Nepal cultural dance.
Some of the upper secondary volunteered to dance with them & hey, 2 people from the sec5 classes, dance pretty well. :D haha. After FC, cabbed home. Marissa called me, & talked to me till I reached home, made my journey really fast! Bought KFC for myself, :) I saw many couples & arghhhhh! I miss Dennis like hell. :'(
4 days without him, I can't go on like this. I can't take it any much longer. I need him really badlyyy! He's starting school in another 4 more days, I really wanna go out with him one last time before it all happens.

Gonna bring my pups for a walk pretty soon. For now, I wanna cry my intestines out.