15 months ago.. You asked me if we could start this journey of love together.

After 3 rejects, I finally let you in & made sure you'll never get out.

15 months ago.. You took my hand & gave it gently & told me you loved me.

15 months ago.. You gave me your very first kiss.

15 months ago.. You gave me your very first hug too!
15 months ago.. You hugged me & it was an awesome feeling of love.

15 months ago.. We had our first quarrel.

15 montha ago.. We went out together, to Sentosa, ECP, Vivo, Bowling, Bladding, Movies, Dinner, Lunch, Breakfast, Played bubbles, many many zillion billion kezillion more! & it's all love.
15 months ago.. you came all the way from Jurong to my place. Bought me a stuff toy dog too. :) You came over cause you missed me & I missed you too. I still hug the dog to sleep every night. :'(
15 months ago.. We were amazing. I believed we're the most amazing couples alive.

15 months ago.. I told you I wanna marry you & only you.
15 months ago.. I take risks just to go out with you.

15 months ago.. You pon school for me cause I was sick @ home & you came to visit me.
15 months ago.. We had so much fun together @ Sentosa.
15 months ago.. I sang to you & watched the sunset at the same time.
15 months ago.. I took pictures with you, & kissed you to give you a big thank you.

15 months ago.. You told me that your love was not for that moment. It was permanent.
But 19 months ago, that's when I fell in love with you.


You feel that you've failed in this relationship. No you haven't Baby. :'( You never did!
You did so much for me! & it's so damn much more than what's stated above. You did it all out of love. Because you love me. But now, you never say you miss me, neither say that you still love me. :'( I believe, I strongly believe that we will be, together again.

15 months later, everything totally changed. Our last kiss, was the last. & so was the hugs.
I miss your smile, I miss holding your hands, I miss your hugs, I miss your kisses.
I... I miss you Dennis. :'( Very very VERY much.


My hands were full when I went to school today. My mother sent me this morning.
Art was okay. Megs came to find me during my art lesson. :\ hope she's well now.
Had Maths test today. & I found it pretty easy. I mean, easy as in for the question that I knew how to do it right. I didn't eat anything for recess today. Didn't really feel like it.
Had Physics test after recess & yes I didn't study for it. I think it's ridiculous.
My maths test that only has 4 questions, 3 pages, is a 1 hour test. My physics, 432653275932573920 questions, 6 pages, 30 mins test. -.- I didn't even complete the paper!
& it was tough too. I flunk the test lah.
Watched videos in chinese class. :D Really funny ones!


After school, had the work attachment talk in the LT. I have a job @ Jalan Pi...pi pim pem. Something like that lah. @ Bishan. And it's Tiffany's parents company. :O The trumpet thingy.
Starting on monday 11am! :D Don't have to wake up so early! Yay!
Went to Dover to find Sumay & the rest. I didn't eat much except fries. Had fries & went with Gladys, Nicole, Noelle, Wingsze & Yeewei.
I didn't dance today. I didn't have any mood & wasn't really feeling well too. Did my ORCA & handed in the Ms Hia before 6pm. :) & I was the only one who handed in lah.
The dance was really nice with the drama in it. I told Ms Lim I wanna be in the girl's part thingy too. She was quite happy when I asked her. Hahah.
Slacked @ the canteen after dance. Mummy fetched me soon after. Had a hard time deciding where we wanted to go for dinner. In the end, we went to this Hong Kong restaurant. Not HK cafe. Dad came to join us for dinner too.

I miss you. :'(
No more anniversaries? Goodbye 15th month anni.
I love you Dennis.


Wish I could be the one, the one who could give you love, the kind of love you really need.
Cause, I'll never be the one you're needing. I don't really wanna go, but deep in my heart I know, this is the kindest thing to do. You'll find someone who'll be someone I could never be.
"Leaving someone when you love someone is the hadest thing to do."

24 days without you. I know I only hurt you, I know I only make you cry.
I don't wanna leave yet, Baby it tears me up inside, so badly.

But baby it's never gonna work out. :'(
I love you, goodbye.