Those who were always 100% never failed to be there for me people. :) I love y'all.


I woke up like 2am this morning for no reason & started crying cause I was thinking of Dennis. I've been thinking about him, ALOT.. :\ But anyway, mummy sent me to school. We left the house @ 7.02am. I reached school just in time for assembly to start. :) Mommy sped all the way to school. (like duh,otherwise how am I suppose to reach school just in time.) I placed by butt down during art for 1hour45min! :O & yes that's long! I didn't stand up. Haha,too caught up with my art work. Maths was a little slacked today. I took so long just to design one quadratic equation! I kept getting a negetive sqaure root number. -.-

I was again sleepy like hell in Physics class. Couldn't concentrate. Chinese was slacked today too. We made my chinese teacher sing the passage that we're suppose to read in our Fei Chang Yue Du book. :D Sounded super funny! But she's an awesome singer.


Had lunch with Marissa, Meg, Gladys, Wingsze, Yeewei & Jian Ping. Went for dance & many sat out. :\ Oh well.

We had a scolding from Ms Amice Lim today. We got scolded for like 50mins. Finally started dance training. Ms Lim edited Ms Jenny's dance piece that we learnt on Monday. & people was volunteering me to do solo again. -.-

& again, Vanessa, Sophia, Charise & I did a quartet. We connected the dance together with the "chop chop" phrase we learnt for anti-drug. :D Kinda nice actually.
Oh & before training, Uh Sumay, Shanny, Sheree, Charise, Carissa(sorry,I ain't sure who is who & how to spell out the names.) & I played truth or dare. :D
After training, went to the canteen with the above people except Shanny. Carissa screamed in front of Bin Kai! Omg man, sounded like a fire alarm lah. & sounded like my alarm clock too. :O

Daddy came to pick me up & we went to the market nearby my place & ate! I ate alottttt. Satay, Hokkien Mee, Chicken Wings, Prawn Mee & some disgusting mee that my father & I shared. Yup. :D


I've should have held on tight to you. Shouldn't have let you slipped out of my heart. When you left I lost a part of me. Come back baby please, cause we belong together. Im still here, here loving you still, here always here for you, here waiting for you to come back to me. (I know,sound a lil' like ah lian. =X) But really, I want to back so badly.
But I ain't gonna beg you like how I did that time.
I Love You Dennis, really really much! You're still the sweetest ever, ever so awesome, I love you.

I miss you too.. :(
I cried my lungs out just after reading it.. I don't know why k. But I really feel you're a huge part of me. I feel like, you don't need me there anymore. To hold on or not, I don't think I should but as much as I want to, I HAVE to let go. I don't know how long more I can take in all these pain. I feel like dying. I already feel dead on the inside.

I can't go on crying everyday. I don't know if I can pull it through this week with all the stress. I need you so bad.

To hold on or to let go? You've gotta choose Rosanne.