Wednesday, March 05, 2008

Baby bought this bear for me 2months back. :)
I didn't go school today. Not feeling well this morning when I woke up. I walked to the toilet & I banged my head on the door. Had a terrible headache when I woke up. Couldn't walk properly. Couldn't even think right. Smsed Meg about it. & called baby to tell him.
Went back to sleep.. Baby's mother called me, I saw the # and I thought it was the school who called me. I starred @ the number. I was thinking what to say. Talked to Baby's mummy. :} She's super nice to meeee. Feel so family-like with them. :D
Anyway, I just came back from the doctor's. He told me I've seen him 7 times since Dec 2007. Omfg, I didn't know it was that much. I guess it's mostly cause of school tests & homework and all the crap I have to suffer with in my family.? I don't know.

Meg, thanks for understanding what I meant. Im sorry alright. Thanks so much for understanding me. :D Hahah, I owe you one! & so sorry about today that I didn't attend school. :( Seriously don't mean to leave you alone in class! ;)

Okay, seriously now, I feel like going back to school & train for dance? @ the least, I sit out and not dance today. Mummy don't allow me, I just called her. :\
Competition's next Sundayyyy! Another 4 more trainings to gooooo.
& Next sunday's my nephew's one month birthday thingy. I don't think I can make it. ARGH, didn't see him before yet. Oh well.. I miss Chloe my neice. :(
I miss Baby, I miss Megan, I miss Shanny, I miss Marissa, I miss DeliaTAN, I miss Gladys, I miss Xiuwen, I miss all my misses. :( I'll blog later tonight or something. For now, im super sian @ home. I wanna danceeeee! >:(

Baby, it's not your fault, or mine alright. Everything's alright, we'll be fine. It's just that, the way you said just now, "I hardly see them....etc" when I heard those words, I felt like they're the first. I mean, I was talking to you no longer than 5mins yet. & you already said that. Are they really THAT important to you that you put me aside? Everytime you said you'll call me back & all, it'll be either damn late, you go home late, you're tired to talk to me or im already sleeping by then. :\ It happened many times alr. & when I go out with marissa, megan or whoever, when I say i'll call you back, it was THEN. I never did promise you that I would talk to you even if im out with them. But last time, the last time we quarreled, you said that im important to you, you said im your first. Well, even if i wasn't making much sense when I talked to you, have it occured to you that I miss you so much? :( We talked in the early afternoon, you know that I miss you. I just wanted to talk to you for awhile. Just in case that we don't talk later in the night. I know how to you feel alright, I KNOW. But I have my feelings too, try considering K. Anyway, you were in the toilet when you're talking to me, just a few more seconds, isn't important to you? :\
Ah, fineee. Since you smsed me that, Im too tired to answer back.
Im gonna hold it back, FINE, you want me to wait, I'll wait. I'll not call you. I shall let you call me, let you sms me first next time.

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