I've come to realise that friends who doesn't gossip & talk behind your back, is your true friend.

Well, im soooooo glad I have such awesome friends like Shanny & Marissa. :D They've always been there for me, NEVER failed to cheer me up. NEVER did they treat me in a cold manner, NEVER did they gossip about me & bad mouth or even FAKING THAT IM THEIR FRIEND & BEHIND MY BACK, SAY TO OTHERS THAT HE/SHE ACTUALLY DISLIKE ME.

FUCK, I FEEL SO USED BY YOU NOW. For all the times, I sacrifice even a little time away from Dennis just for you, so I wouldn't pang you.. It's so wasted. I feel damn used now. I feel so dumb. :(

(to a non-fairsian. Believe it or don't.)

My wrist was swollen & so was my thumb. I couldn't draw for art. I just kept making my drawing on the board go darker & darker. I practically wsted 1 hour on art.

Had Chem test today. I didn't study for it. Only the quick revision the teacher went through with us,that was all the info I had.

Isotopes: same number of protons, different number of neutrons.
Compound: 2 or more different elements chemically combined together & the outcome is irreversible. Heat is needed. It has a fixed composition.

Mixture: at least 2 different substances physically combined together. Usually reversible after outcome. Heat is not needed & it has no fixed composition.

She went through the similarities & differences of metal too. That was all I remember I guess. I don't know if im correct or not, but as far as im concern, the test wasn't easy @ all.

Went G.O during chinese lesson. My thumb couldn't move much. It was painful. :\

Told them about my wrist too. & they insisted on bandaging it, both my thumb & wrist after putting the ice pack to numb it. Oh well.. Not like I have a choice,they insisted.

I didn't have much mood during recess, cause... nevermind. After recess was english & it was hell boring. Hema just sat next to me. Oh well, guess I don't have much friends in Normal Acad, cause it's how I feel. I feel so un welcomed into NA for some reason.. 2H is still the best. 3G sucks like one hell of a fuck; fuckiest class ever. Physics was okay, learnt about free falling & all. Till Mr Lim Siao Chong & Mr Lim Sim Heng, Mr Tan & Ms Wong came. That's when everything steamed like mad. Mr Lim siao chong went crazy lah. He pin point out 7 guys. Shirong, Clinton, Nikki, Ming Jie, Ariel, Bryan & Ruben. Super long story, but the whole class stand up for like 45mins. I felt like fainting, seriously. Mr Lim Siao Chong was super scary okay. I sit in front of the class, like the 2nd row. & he was shouting & screaming. Spit like mad.
Everyone's body jumped up when he shouted. I was super scared? My heart was beating damn fast. Ming Jie, Nikki & Clinton had canning. Ariel has some reason, so he was dealt with personally. Bryan had basketball match & Ruben didn't come school.

The canning part was damn scary. Ming Jie was first & I teared. Super painful to watch. His face turned red & looked really swollen. Nikki & Clinton got 3 strokes of the cane too. In total 9 strokes was seen by the class. Shouting & all too. Jumped to many topics. Discipline, Fun Fair, Reply slip for meet-the-parents session, OBS. All the 4 topics, we all got scolding like mad.

Mr Lim Sim Heng also. Super irritating. They asked who's going for OBS & who's not. Those who were going could leave the class already. & it's not that im going. I have MC & when Ms Wong told Mr Lim that I had MC & all. When he asked me, I was shivering lar.

& lucky, I handed in the reply slip for the meet-the-parents session. :D I went locker after that & cabbed home.. Took a nice nap, till Miko, my brown dog came running into my room & cried.

Her whole face swelled like mad. I rushed her to the nearby vet. & there was a hell lot of dogs there! SUPER fluffy dogs too! Aww, I miss them all now.

Miko got 2 jabs. & I felt super pain lah. She was scared too. Anyway, she's alright already. Doctor gave her medicine. :) She'll be well in no time I guess..

I miss baby right now. :( so badly. & tmr going for a dance performance @ night with Baby, Ben, Rayner & some other dancers. :D Tmr's baby & I 13month anniversary even though there's no 30th. :D Going out with kumar in the afternoon for Fish & Co. Ohman, I miss her. :(

Maybe those who understands me the most, feels how I am really feeling, feels the way I am feeling, knows how & what im feeling. Perhaps some friendships ends somewhere.? I don't know, cause I seriously despise people who talk about me behind my back, cause it's such a childish act that i hate so much. Especially, from you.

(this is to a non-fairsian. if you've done almost the same thing to me before, I'll hate you soon too.)