"Once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance."
-Feelings do fade. It's never there forever, unless the bonding is extremely strong like the atoms in a solid."

Rachel Ho the retarded ass.
I woke up like 9am due to an sms from Baby. Urgh, I have been waking up non-stop cause Baby either smses me or calls me. I didn't even have enough rest. I know he doesn't know im sleeping, arghhh, I find it damn annoying lah. I mean, it's not like I wouldn't call him or sms him when I wake up right. :/ not his fault anyway. I stoned like eff at home today. Im having a damn freaking bad flu & slight fever. Im recovered from my fever already, just that the flu is killing me. I used up 4 boxes of tissues already, & im left with one third of the last box. >.<
Christmas is coming, & I don't have any gifts of anyone yet. Kumar & I have to go shopping for gifts really soon.

It's over between dennis & I, i guess. Days & months with him were really great.
i don't wanna talk about what happened. Don't ask.
ps, i still love you okay. :'{ but you no longer wanna hear the 3 words from my anymore.

This picture is ugly, yes I know. I cried & I am still crying.