What I've learnt today is that a person can always lie in their words but when doing it through actions, they can't make it.
People can be so selfish. I don't get why she doesn't let me get into her blog. I mean, she don't wanna let me know her url. WTF right? She told me months ago that she'll let me know her blog url soon enough. I asked her quite recently. Guess that she said. "You cannot know my blog." when other of my friends asked her, she answered, "okay I'll give you tonight." She answered me & my friends face to face. WTF =.- I bet there's stuff writen in her blog about me that's mean enough that she wouldn't want me to see. How selfish a girl like her can be. Well, at least im not letting her into my blog. :D
Chat with baby on msn this morning & it didn't go well AT ALL. Everything we talked about, made me more furious & mad. Some people just can't tell between FEELINGS & TRUTH. & I agree it's not everyone can take critisism. Some critisism are really harsh. But some which is not called CRITISIZING, makes the person mad =.- Im seriously not in a good mood today.
Btw, I want out of the clique. As in the retards thing. It's like im not even welcomed? & I was in it for like 1 year plus already & some don't even know. Then why the hell would I bother going for the chalet? Because what, Dennis is in the clique & he has to bring his girlfriend? Total crap! & Baby, I don't have to be in the clique to be in love with you, I don't have to be in the clique so that I can go out with you & they all. It's just a group of people. That's all, why must I join something that I didn't even agree on before? I mean really, I'd NEVER agree on being in the retards thing. NEVER. I just called Ben momah just for the fun of it. Shanny & Marissa calls him momah too. But are they in the clique? NOOOO. Nevermind. Eff-ing annoyed lah. BY EVERYTHING.
Kumar asked me if she & Lim could come my place today for a little cheer up. But I really don't wanna bug them. I miss wen & karei. :{
& soon, I'll miss Lim.
& btw, I found out that Royston is joining dance T.T WTF, he said he's better than our dance choreographer & he said he works at media corp. Ahh, all bullshit. Cause if he works at media corp, I'll be seeing him around the studios when I go there for my photoshoots. He's such a boastful liar.