Words in my heart, left unspoken.

These are the only dancers I can turn to when I have a problems. They're awesome friends. (:

I had a dream last night, that I ate frog leg porridge! I don't know how come my phobia of frogs doesn't ring a bell in my dream, but I ate it anyway.
My throat hurt when I woke up. I can even remember how ugly that frog was starring at the butcher & the butcher just chopped the frog's head off. Even typing the word FROG is making me shiver.

Each time I take 1 step forward in making things right with you, you always take 10 steps backwards as if I'm a stranger that never existed.

God sees I'm trying hard to make things right, I really am. Sometimes I even wonder, am I still trying hard enough? I don't wanna get hurt by you anymore. Since you don't wanna make things right between us, so be it. I'm through, I'm not gonna try anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm always pushed away. You'd never see my efforts.


Marissa, Shanny, Karei, Delia, Megan, Xiuwen, Annetta, Gladys, Wingsze, Sarah Ng, Nicole & Isabelle are the only ones in Fairfield whom I feel that they treat me like a normal person, someone that doesn't have an extra look or whatever. I feel pretty much comfortable being around them in school.
I love them 12 very much, (: Thanks you guys!

& as promised, since now my S2E's over, we 5, we'll go out together next week alright! :)
I miss you all very much though..

Because God loves you Rosanne,
very very much.