"I believe I know my dreams are real."

Yesterday 15dec:
I stayed home yesterday. I didn't sleep the whole night, I couldn't. I was crying like hell. I can't stand the thought that I gave up the love of my life. He turned back to me & asked me back.
Baby came my house, he waited for me for 3hours. I went down around 9.50pm. He was crying. The moment I saw him cry, I couldn't bare seeing him so sad. It crushed my heart to see him cry so much & so badly. He said many sorries. I accepted them all. But there's some things I still can't really trust him in just yet. :[
Still with him now, I feel like it's so different. I love Dennis more than anything else. He means everything to me, I love him more than the size of the galaxy.

Baby: I really wanna marry you, you know?
Me: I wanna marry you tooooooo!

I talked to Rach till 12plus. Then Baby called, suddenly both calls just hang up. Rach didn't call me after that. :[ we were talking about stuff. She asked what happened between Baby & I.

Rachel: Walao! Im damn jealous okay. I wish im you lah. Damn you.
Rosanne: Okayyyyy. Hahahaha. Let me continue my story.
Rachel: I can bet with you that you all two will last forever one lor! You're damn lucky lah.
Rosanne: Okayyyy! Hahaha, Let me continue my story!

She's damn cute lah!:D & I wanna go bladding with her manzxzxz. ARGH! It ain't raining today at all! It's like sunny right now :[ I wanna go ECP & blade. ARGH.
I ain't going out today. I feel like asking mummy to let me go blade. I wanna blade so damn badly. But no one wanna go with me. Danggggg. nevermind:D