If you talking me makes you wanna vomit blood, I'd rather not talk to you ever again. You made it clear, I get it.I went out with Marissa for lunch just now when she told me she's gonna go alone. Accompanied her together with Amos to Cathay, Shiling Street for a quick taste of Mee Sua. :)
Shanny came later & they had to catch a movie.
I mrted down to Velocity & shopped alone, & it's my first time and it didn't feel good at all. :( Felt totally lonely. I had more than an hour to kill before I had to meet Dennis for an early dinner. I walked around & Velocity is just a very sporty place? Where you can always go there to get any sports wear or whatever. Yup! I walked around & I felt like I need to read something. I was thinking about love too.. So I went into MPH Bookstore, (It's super rare of me to read books but I had that feeling today to.) & came across this section on religion & apparently, it only had Christianity & Hinduism books.
They even had a complete idiots guide to Revelations for dummies. :D I read that, yes I don't understand Revelations, that's why I read it.
I came across many nice books, & I wanted one that's called, "God's daily promises." I read a few pages of it & it's such a great feeling reading that book. I wanted it so badly but I didn't have enough $$ :( I didn't bring enough cause I never knew I would go to a book store.
Now that I want the book, I have no idea what to tell mommy that I want it cause she knows I rarely buy books for myself to read & she'll ask me what book, then I have'ta show her. I really don't know how will she react after seeing me having that book. :\
I spent like 1 hour in that bookstore reading on Christianity. I wanted to get a book that's for "new born Christians." Hoping that my parents would read it if I get it for them.
Anyway, after sometime, I took an MRT down to Toa Payoh & waited for Dennis's clinical attachment to be over. I felt like a complete idiot, (maybe because I read the complete idiots guide, :O) waiting for him.
I called him & he comes "nagging" to me that i'm impatient. & my simple question was, "did you miss any bus?" & yacking away came to me. I felt super irritated. We are totally different people with different personality. Dennis & I... we're very very strong at standing our grounds for what we believe in. & we get pissed off with one another when one of us don't wanna understand to the other. :P
Dennis had macs, I didn't have enough money so I took some of his fries :D! I bought myself bread talk though. I took a bus back after sometime with him. It's been long since we've met, & I guess love was put to the test & I really didn't feel anything much at all. Actually, I didn't feel anything. Totally felt he's just a normal friend & that we were never in love at all. So I guess that's good, for me. :) I can really tune my focus on God like I've been doing so far.
Okayyyy, Lisa told me to blog something good then she'll tag. Tsk, Lisa, you want me to blog about you, then just say laaaaa. Don't need to like pretend pretend & hint hint to me right.. :) HAHAHA! Lisa ah.. I seriously don't know what to say about her. But I can tell y'all how I react when I see her! :D
I END UP LAUGHING LIKE A HOOLIGAN THEN LIKE THE OTHER TIME, MY TEETH HIT THE RACK IN COLD STORAGE. :D
Haha, Lisa's nice lah. :)
I can't believe I just said that -.- HAHAHAA!
Gonna have my dinner now! Wheeeeee!
OH OH OH OH OH, My msn is having this anonying problem which keeps telling me the message could not be delivered to blah blah blah... So when you talk to me & I don't reply you, doesn't mean I'm ignoring you. Well, unless you're someone I dislike & find you annoying, then yeah :P
STOP ASKING ME IF DENNIS & I ARE BACK TOGETHER -.- WE-ARE-JUST-PLAIN-SIMPLE-FRIENDS. NOTHING-MORE-THAN-THAT.
I told God, I promised myself & Him and everyone else who talks to me, that I will not get into another relationship anytime soon at all. Sorry, I'm a broken radio that I'm stuck on a channel, "God & only Him." & I don't wanna get this radio fixed cause I don't wanna be tuned off this channel.


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