I don't know what im gonna say now this early in the morning, is good or bad. But it's to someone & if that someone is gonna read my blog, it'll be obvious & I want him to know. & some of y'all would know who's he.


DY, I wanna tell you this & I'll do it here because we hardly talk on the phone for a long time & I can't find the right time to tell you. (we still talk everyday,but just a few minutes.)
Honestly, I feel totally alright without you. I feel that I have gotten over you, but if someone were to talk about you to me, I don't know what's the feeling, but i'll start missing you, really badly. But that's not really want I wanted to tell you but it's on my want-to-tell-DY-this-list. DY, I really hope you'll start thinking & turn to God and not only when you feel like turning to God, then you do so. No. By that, you're already disallowing God to enter your life.


Rev3:21 says, "God is standing at your door knocking,patient yet eager to enter. Yes, we've let Him in, in terms of believing in Him. But are you disallowing Him from entering certains parts of your life? Sins that you've been holding onto for the longest time, let it go. He is waiting to enter that part of your life."


God is an unfailing God, He never lets us go. His love is unfailing, unlike humans, His is everlasting. "I'm fighting very hard non-stop! My head is taking the most damage now." Believe that God is Mighty to Save. God says Never depend on your own understandings. Seek Him.... etc. Maybe due to pass experiences, you might think that you have done everything the way you want on your own without God's help. But what happens in the past, affects the future.


We don't go to church only when we feel like it. For my case, it's because God revealed Himself to me through 2 people. :) & because I've seeked Him for a long time, and I longed to go to church again & it was a promise to God that I will go to church again. His plans are so awesome that I'm able to attend church but maybe not on the weekly basis yet, but im still thankful that I could go. DY, you might be even more previliaged (whatever the spelling is) than I am. Why waste this saturday's chance & throw it away when you can learn from God's word? Im sure He will speak to you. :) Would it kill to come for this saturday that you're free just for a combine service @ my church? No right, :) Besides! There's people from your batch & they're your friends who're in Youth Impact! I would love to see you join us in our combine service this saturday.
God is waiting for you to let Him enter your life.
With love, Ros.

*Scroll down to shut my blog music up to watch this video.* This video's really nice to watch & listen. :)

You hold my every moment.
You calm my raging seas.
You walk with me through fire.
And heal all my disease.

I trust in you.
I trust in you.

I believe, You're my healer.
I believe,You are all i need.
I believe, You're my portion.
I believe, You're more than enough for me.
Jesus, you're all i need.

Nothing is impossible for you.
Nothing is impossible, Nothing is impossible for you.
You hold my world in your hands.


Okay, my right knee which was the knee I got hospitalised for, is bruised up again. Goodness me, it hurts lah.
Anyway, I was youtubing & I watched the video on the China Fur Trade thing. I feel like killing them honestly. Im crying like crazy now cause of that video. I feel super dead & helpless on the inside. The animals are God's creations, why are horrific China people who're in the fur trade company must be so heartless. Pang sai, I feel like killing them so badly for killing the innocent animals. Seriously, they (the humans) totally deserves to die.
Im totally looking forward to this saturday's service again. But again, I don't know if I can make it. Sis is coming back this saturday, Andy's leaving tmr, school's gonna start in 19days time!


Having trouble in your life? :) Well, In Romans 16:20 says, "The God of Peace will soon crush satan under your feet."
& Ignore what I said in my post above, the striked off part. Waiting for that Uncle Teck to sms me.