Im sorry Honey ): I've been crying through mid-night for 2days straight. Nothing's the same now. 7months 20days with you, im happy we lasted that long. Thank you for everything you've done for me. Im indeed happy that you can now find someone whom will love you as much as you love her. I guess the love i have for you, it's just not enough & not up to your standard. Baby, I know you don't expect much from me. But your love for me ran low even though you told me that your love is unfailing & it's permanant. Even though it may seem you lie to me, but Im gonna take the fault for it. SORRY =,( thanks for being there for me when I needed you the most Baby. Im sick & tired of my own attitude. I know you find me annoying. I know that, but what can I do? ): You even said it's my own attitude. But although I said all these, I don't think you'll feel how much I mean it. As I write this post, im crying so badly & Baby, your smile is the smile to me that's worth no money can buy. wo zhi yao kan ni de siao rong, is that wrong? ohman, Baby im sincerely sorry. Besides, I got you an 8month anniversary present already. & I even designed it myself ): JUST FOR YOU. I've never did so much for any guy, I really love you Honey, I really really do! But thanks to my eff-ing words & actions, I was the one who changed you. Im sorry, I blame everything on myself honey. You took away time with your friends just for me. Im thankful Baby[: But me being so naive made you fail almost all your mid-year & prelim papers. Im really super sorry, I would do ANYTHING JUST FOR YOU to show you how sorry I really really am Honey. I slapped myself, I asked myself why im like this. I don't know why. But all I need now is you to be by side literally. But I can't always cling onto you. Yes I know that, & I hope you'll really find someone that you'll one day marry. I guess im too young for all these ): Remember I sang the song " I'll be loving you forever " ? oh honey, I mean every single word from my heart. Do you know that? Im crying & tearing more & more, no one's here to wipe my tears away from me. Baby, i'll do whatever it takes to make up to you. I really really would. Trust me alright? ): I can't smile anymore. I need you to put that special smile on my face. Only YOU can really make me smile truely from my heart. I remembered I went to the arcade with you once, & I saw this big milk bottle that contains this pig inside. I remembered I told you on that spot that I really wanted it, but you said another time. Oh baby, you played over $150 just for me. Im seriously touched. I hug the 3bears you bought for me when I go to sleep at night. The big soft toy dog you bought, the small soft toy puppy, & the four-leaved clover pig you played so much for me. THANK YOU BABY! I'll do everything to make things right. I don't wish that I gotta let go of you. But then again, I NEED YOU ): I SWEAR TO THE SKIES & SEAS & MY MOTHER'S PANTY THAT I WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT. Be it me winning your feelings back for me, be it me going to your house when you need me although I know I can't, I would get scolding from my mother & teachers & canning from my parents just for sneaking out of the house to go your house when YOU NEED ME. It's unfair, you've been there for me so many times ): But I can't do much to repay you now. Baby, thanks for everything & im sincerely sorry for ALL the times you've tolerated me when I pushed you to the limits. I want you back in my arms, but perhaps im worried for you in your O'Levels that is hindering me from choosing. Once again, THANK YOU & IM SORRY =,(

MY THANK YOU(S):
-Thanks for taking great care of me.
-Thanks for being there for me when I needed you the most.
-Thanks for being a shoulder for me to cry on.
-Thanks for your love you've given me this past 7months plus.
-Thanks for your parents care & concerns for me.
-Thanks for getting stuff I wanted.
-Thanks for spending time with me & away from your friends.
-Thanks for tolerating me when I pushed you to the limits.
-Thanks for giving away your very first hug&kiss to me<3
-Thanks for EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER DONE FOR ME<33
I STILL LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH!

MY SORRY(S):
-Im sorry for all the times that I've ever hurt you.
-Im sorry for making you mad & pissed off with me.
-Im sorry for sometimes bugging you.
-Im sorry for the times that I've ruined your mood.
-Im sorry for not listening to you at times.
-Im sorry for the times I have ever ignored you.
-Im sorry for the times that I've disappointed you.
-IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE EVER DID WRONG & I KNOW MY MISTAKES HONEY! ):

I wish you all the best to find another girl who you would love for life if you don't accept me back. I hope the girl would put a smile on your face everyday of your life. I just wanna see you smile everyday & I'll be happy[: I don't wanna see you sad of any day of your life. Remember Honey, Im not giving up my love for you to someone else. I will & always love you Baby.
- WITH LOADS OF lOVE, ROSANNE<3